Appreciating My Blackness As An African

http://faithsmedicalservices.com/maljavkos/6093 The first time I was introduced to the Black, Minority and Ethnic (BME) identity was in my sabbatical year. Being the only black sabbatical officer during my tenure meant that I was the only full-time officer who could deal with the BME campaign. I was expected to work and support the elected part-time BME officers in furthering the aims of the campaign.

http://plasticrepair.es/?esminer=mujer-busca-hombre-estado-de-mexico-zumpango&848=2e I was reluctant at first, for two reasons. I had only ever defined myself as an international student. Being black had never been part of my conscious identity. In Kenya, we are gender, tribe, class- but race? We don’t quite understand what it means to be black. Most poignantly, there was a stigma attached to being black- becoming black would also mean I had to embrace the burden of being black. I didn’t want that.

As a black international student, you quickly notice there’s a shame associated with being black. It’s apparent in the questions about where you’re from and who pays your fees. So whenever you have the chance, you want to disassociate yourself. You want to wriggle yourself out of the negative immigrant stereotype. That’s why you’ll hear so many international students boldly remind everyone how much they pay in fees whenever Teresa May announces new immigration rules. As if your deep pockets make you more worthy of crossing the border. I’m irritated by this school of thought but also reminded that I too, thought like this not too long ago.

http://zspskorcz.pl/pictose/eseit/442 This desire to place others beneath us to enhance our own status is a theme I remember reading about in The Bluest Eye by Toni Morrison, many years ago. In the book, light-skinned and black Maureen is placed a level above darker-skinned and black Pecola. In the hierarchy of immigration, international students are Maureen.

In Africa, our hierarchy is based on gender, tribe and class. The conversation on race is mostly irrelevant (with some exceptions- hi, South Africa). I’m still trying to figure out whether being black means anything to Africa.

source url Living abroad has helped me discover and appreciate new identities. Despite the fact that I was hesitant to identify as black, I finally did. I have the Black Students Winter Conference 2014 to credit for that. The conversations and interactions at the conference made me realize that the perceived shame and stigma associated with being black was externally imposed- through structural oppression, colonialism and reinforced stereotypes. They were not intrinsic characteristics of black people.

follow url The conference helped me feel empowered and comfortable enough to be a representative and voice for BME students on campus, despite my previous feeling of inadequacy. Today when I look back at my sabbatical year, I am most proud of my work with BME students. I no longer feel embarrassed to speak up on increasing black representation, protecting black-only spaces and tackling structural oppression. My identity is multi-faceted and I feel proud to be a black, African woman!

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6 Comments

  • Samoina

    August 18, 2015 at 6:52 am Reply

    click Always a pleasure reading your posts. It opens up my mind to view the world through your eyes, and understand (hopefully) some of the challenges of studying abroad. I must commend your consistency too, every Tuesday, on time!!

    • Tessy Maritim

      August 18, 2015 at 8:46 am Reply

      enter Thanks Samoina! I’m so glad you enjoy reading 🙂 I’m grateful that you read and comment!

  • Epimach

    August 20, 2015 at 5:10 pm Reply

    great perspectives here Tessy!

  • Ernest Kiarie

    October 20, 2015 at 8:20 pm Reply

    Great post Tessy! it’s true, sometimes all it takes is a tiny shift of perspective to see something familiar in a totally new light.

    • Tessy Maritim

      November 10, 2015 at 1:55 am Reply

      Absolutely 🙂 thanks for your comment Ernest! Hope you’re doing great.

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