When Your Mind Says No

I’ve been wanting to scale up my video content for about a year and a half now. The desire was there but the ideas were not. So I just lingered over it, hoping that something would emerge with time.

That time is now. I’m proud to have figured out a style and vision that’s given me motivation to create more videos. Earlier in the year, I was making a big effort to convince myself why this was all a bad idea. I found all the reasons I was looking for- it’s going to take up my time, the ideas are boring, nobody will be interested in what I have to say etc.

For every idea you want to bring to life, there are things working against you. So, if you want to hold on to them and use them as excuses, they will be of service. I didn’t realise it but I’ve been sabotaging myself and feel really bad about it.

Now I’m focused on the creation process and execution! There are times where I’ve started filming and I’ve had to stop because my mind is working overtime to say no to my ideas. But we are overcoming. I’m making this happen. I’m trusting myself. I’m rooting for me!

Wish me luck and pray for me!

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Love to you and thanks for supporting me.

T

© Tessy Maritim

Puzzle Pieces of Purpose

Someone asked Mark Zuckerberg a question and his response struck a chord with me.

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Zuckerberg has undoubtedly found his purpose in life- he wants to connect the world. His means? Facebook Inc. Facebook does not exist in a vacuum. It exists to fulfill a much larger purpose.

Many of us have jobs and many of us are doing degrees. But many don’t understand that they should be used as tools towards a vision. Jobs and degrees in themselves don’t offer much. But they become meaningful when they are pieces of a bigger puzzle.

A purpose requires you to go much further than simply working a 9-5 job. When you’re not at the office, you’re reading to enhance your knowledge, having conversations about ideas or even dreaming about it. Your whole life revolves around your vision- in a healthy way.

I’ve seen it here at my Students’ Union. Many students spend their time outside university hours in planning meetings, organizing, campaigning and working tirelessly for causes they believe in. They have powerful convictions and channel relentless energy towards them. They have taught me what it means to be dedicated.

Your life purpose will require you to find all the puzzle pieces that enable you to paint the bigger picture. These pieces many be jobs, degrees, hobbies, activities, people, conversations- the list is endless. Keep a hawk eye for opportunities that fall in line with your vision.

I have an idea about what my purpose is. It involves young people, Africa, communities, activism, politics and education. Any job, degree, hobby, activity, person or conversation that is related to any of the aforementioned, I openly embrace because they contribute, one way or the other, towards the bigger vision.

I want everything I engage in to honour the purpose that God has given my life. There’s not a second to waste.

 

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© Tessy Maritim

(p.s. When I’m not writing on this blog, I’m on my facebook page which I update regularly- would love to see you there 🙂 )